live fast, die pretty

i havent been on here for like 10 years, im never on the computer, my dumb friend uh hum, tori, made me. she is a big fat dork, and a lesbian watch out she will try to kiss you, and then yu will get some kind of social disease. she also wears sport sandals, what is that about? who knows, because in my world those dont exsist.

UHHH, i fucking hate this weather!! you cant do anything but sit around. Im going to be so pissed off if it ruins new year's eve!!! Also since my Ryan lives way on the other side of town i cant see him cause his mom wont let him drive because of the f****** weather, whatever. blah, im bored.

I hope that everyone had a good christmas! I did, i got everythinng that i asked for and got to hang out with my family. i cant wait for new years because i havent been in town for it in like 4 years, so i really want to have fun. maybe ill go clubbing, haha.

yea, so, everyone is at haste the day tonight, and guess whos not, me. Uhh fucking lame, i hate this shit, being grounded is really stupid, espeacially for what im grounded for. whatever, there is nothing i can do about it, so i might as well stop bitching, tori is going to get me a pin and call me to let me hear, haha, im lame.

yea well this has probably been the worst weekend ive had in a long time.
On friday my mom made me stay home because i didnt finish my laundry. then on saturday i went to my bf's wrestling tournament, i didnt even get to talk to him, and of course right after i left they had their bi-round (they dont have to wrestle), so i would have gotten to hang out with him if i would of stayed like 5 more minutes (my luck), then my mom called me and told me to come home, but i was with my other friend who doesnt drive, so i called my bf and he was really tired and didnt think he could make it all the way to and back from my house without falling asleep (like a 40 min drive), so i called my mom to come get me, and she grounded me for it, i am grounded because she had to come pick me up how ridiculous is that. Uhhh, so i wont see my bf for like over a week, which i know doesnt sound like a long time but it is. Also im going to miss haste the day, all because my mom came and picked me up. And just to add icing to the cake she found out about me not being a virgin any more, yes. well i think that im going to go lock myself in my room for the next week.

All of these faces and names
all of you driving me insane
talking about this and about that
all of it idle
all of it crap

Did you hear about her
she did this with that guy
he's so lucky
shes so easy

this is how girls lives are ruined
but no one cares, life goes on
so do rumors, but it doesnt matter
she is just a dumb slut anyway right?

girl moves on
finds a new crowd
she thinks all the judgement gone.
but you silly girl
you can never live your mistakes down
word gets around

Uh oh, the old lies are back
they followed you here
but now the lesson is learned
hope is just devastation delayed

well, what you should be doing is heading down to club infinity for two great shows!! on fri: ONLY INNOCENT DIE, a moments loss, and a bridge caught fire (ONLY INNOCENT DIE IS THE BEST BAND SO DONT MISS OUT!!) @ club infinity, $5 @ the door.
Sat: X Armed for Battle X and a couple other good bands @ club infinity, $5-$7 @ the door!!! be there or be square!!

I hate it when you tell something to your friend about someone else and say: hey dont go around telling anyone else or that i said anything, but then they go right back and tell that person what you said. Well i dont know if that makes any sense, but it really fucking pisses me off.

rachel is definitly my best friend ever. she has totally cute hair

I love my boyfriend so much, it freaks me out. sometimes i just want to get out of it because i know that since i feel so deeply for him that it will crush me when it ends

Yea so im jessica and ive never really been into the whole internet friends thing but i thought that i would give it a try. anyway, i love my boyfriend and that is what i spend most of my thoughts focused on. i live in reno, and i guess i like it here, the people are awesome, but there is way to much drama sometimes. i love going to shows and hanging out with my real friends. me and my friends are starting a band, its an all girls, all straightedge hardcore band. we are looking for a drummer, so if you are all of the above mentioned or you know someone that is let me know. I thought this would be a cool way to meet new people with out all the drama and i hope that it doesnt turn into anything like that anyway, later.
Jessica